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Literature
Revisions
Revisions
come on,
I can't stop the rain
i can't stop you from crying
but i can wipe away those tears
i will be there for you
next time
i swear i won't be late
i'll take your affliction
next time
i will set it straight
With these revisions
that were made for me
i will make it beautiful
to be with me again
so stay tonight
please stay tonight
there's nothing as beautiful as
you by my side
With these revisions
so why
do you always cry
when every breath i breathe for you
you just turn your head from me
the stars are glowing for you
i wish so much that you could see
i know you have never seen
the poison that puts me to my knees
but with these revisions
that were made for me
i will make it beautiful
to be with me again
so stay tonight
please stay tonight
there's nothing as beautiful as
you by my side
With these revisions
there is nothing
that should cause distress
for you tonight
the night is bright
and we will be
in love tonight
a sweet delight
Adam Ward
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Literature
Envious resent
Envious resent
i feel i'm always in some sort of depressing dispair
i should have prepared
it's like a cannon ball has hit me off my feet
and i always wake on the bleakened side of my bed
the swelling pain in my head
i think i drink too much, but it gives me what i need
those words,
they seem to scream from the back of my mind
my thoughts become maligned
there is no future for you and I, i just stare at me
and when i come home
i reach for a knife and scream at the top of my lungs
and when it's over
i spit the blood that was shreaked from the skin of my tounge
so my friends all think that all I do is avoid the fresh air
they think that I don't care
I don't need phony memories or their time to live by
and i always feel nostalgic away from my home
my kingdom to roam
My philosophy was never kind to me, a ton of bricks upon my feeble bones
and when i come home
i reach for a knife and scream at the top of my lungs
and when it's over
i spit the blood that was shreaked from the skin of my toun
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Never coming home
Never coming home
I never
said the things that could have made it better
it's too late, I have forever
now we'll never be together
it's not my fault
i wish the things that i said were
Stay at home cause you're never
never coming home, let me be alone
tonight, tonight
never coming home, let me be alone
i wish that i had debt owed from the maker
that's the only way that i ever could've saved her
i remember
when we were in love together
now i know it's not forever
i screamed at the top of my lungs
as she died
i cried
i wish the things that i said were
Stay at home cause you're never
you are never coming home, let me be alone
tonight, tonight
all the things that i'll never get to tell you
the words i said are the ones that really killed you
you're never coming home, i'll always be alone
tonight, tonight
this is a wound that is always gonna haunt me
there's no escape from the pain that's gonna taunt me
i wish the things that i said were
Stay at home cause you're never
you're never coming ho
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You (yes you the reader, who else?)
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like my mom watching the movie Beaches,
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Just like any other night,
But different.
I stand on the shadow-teased terrace,
Bathing in the cooling radiance of moonlight.
He waits in the light-filled portal,
The lamplight a halo in his hair.
So close...
Yet worlds apart.
I... as cold as the moon.
As beautiful,
as distant,
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so i noticed that i haven't had a journal since February, so here's an update on what my life has become. My band broke up, i still jam with my guitarist sometimes but nothing steady. I work all the time and hardly see any of my friends. I love the game Guitar hero for ps2. and that sums up the last 6 months.  Till next time..

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Audacious-mind
Adam Joshua Ward
Canada
Current Residence: Cambridge, Ontario Canada
Favourite genre of music: Jazz, Indie Rock, Metal, speed rock, disco house
Favourite photographer: WB-SKINNER
Favourite style of art: Vector
Operating System: Windows XP pro
MP3 player of choice: Winamp
Shell of choice: the Shelly kind
Wallpaper of choice: i prefer paint
Skin of choice: a protective one, not too damaged
Favourite cartoon character: White Ninja
Personal Quote: "Why only spend one day celebrating your love?"
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:icontwiztidkitt3n:
twiztidkitt3n Featured By Owner May 22, 2008
TOBONGA GARY

TOE BONGA





HAHAHAHAHA
how the hell have you been MANNNNN
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:iconaudacious-mind:
Audacious-mind Featured By Owner Dec 1, 2008
i've beeen omnipresent
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Lady-X Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2007  Hobbyist Writer
:hug::kiss:




:blush:
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cool4dude Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2006  Hobbyist Writer
Happy Festivus you putz.
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wb-skinner Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2006   Photographer
hey Josh :wave: just popping by to say thanks for all the support you've shown my work these past few years! ..truly appreciated :)
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Audacious-mind Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2006
no problem. but my name isn't josh ha ha
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wb-skinner Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2006   Photographer
.. um.. ya.. I was already informed of that :) ..sorry man!
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Lady-X Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2006  Hobbyist Writer
:giggle: who's josh ;P
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